ssth2000

if you havent already, please comment on my new account: so that i may rewatch you. thank you in advance.

well temporarily. i created a new account cause i wanted a new name: ^^ so if youre watching me, watch me again lol

im deactivating my account now. however, im positive im going to regret it so im keeping my deviations on file in case i want to rejoin. that way i can start fresh with a new name and everything... this is all a learning experience for me...


goodbye everyone... for now.

ok heres the thing... lately ive been feeling like complete shit. i try to be happy when im talking to my friends, but when i really start thinking, i feel like i dont belong in this world. ive talked to my counselor, ive talked to my parents, even my teachers, and they all tell me the same damn thing: everybody feels like that at some point. i personally dont believe that. the main part of it is that the one thing that i can do that makes me happy in any way even for a little bit(drawing sonic characters) i suck at. i draw something new, im really proud of it, i post it, then i see someone else's art and it makes mine look like shit... why am i bothering? i can hardly do anything properly. the two things i can do properly are play video games and make messes, but those two things wont help me in any way... im told everyone has a purpose in this world... give me a hint towards mine... i dont see how i could even remotely belong here...

im done ranting... no one deserves to listen to me whine...

thats why, at the end of the week, im deactivating. why at the end of the week?  because i want to see if anyone will try to stop me.. that will prove whether or not i should actually be here...

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